School has started looking up, since my mom got on my ass about it! I have a steady 1.97 GPA- yeah, thumbs down for that one. I'm also in danger of failing World Lit- Ms. DiCamillo; WHAT A BITCH!! haha, Drama was my highest grade and that was a 93- because I'm awesome.
"Lovers and madmen have such seething brains, such shaping fantasies. That apprehend more than cool reason ever comprehends. The lunatic, the lover, and the poet are of imagination all compact.
One sees more devils than the vast hell could hold- that is the madman. The lover, all as frantic, see's Helen's beauty in a brow of Egypt. The poet's eye, in fine frenzy rolling, doth glance from heaven to earth, from earth to heaven, and as imagination bodies forth the forms of things unknown the poet's pen turns them to shapes and gives to airy nothing a local habitation and a name.
Such tricks hath strong imagination..................."
lol i forget the rest!!!! but i had to memorize that as my monologue, and i kicked ass, BITCH!!! but yeah, that's the deal with school right now....
Me and Richie: absolutely perfect. Could not be better! We are going through some tough times with school and some UH-OH's that happened along the way, but we are getting thru them together. He is making my senior year so memorable!!
The other night i went on a triple date with: Dave <3 Prianka, Eric <3 Molly, and my Richie!! We saw Underworld....even tho i was a little confused i think it was a really good movie...i was squeezing richie's arm the whole time cuz it's a little suspensful, but not too bad. dave had to explain some shit to me after the movie, though! and there was a really hot vampire/werewolf dude in it...and he died and came back to life!!! hrm....richie is going to see hostile on friday which i wont be there cuz i have to work...and then saturday me stanley and court are going to dinner at steak and ale while richie is working :( our schedules never fuckin work out the way we want them too!!!! But i dunno, i guess i'll talk to him about in like an hour or so.....
so, other than that...i got accepted to deltech, now all i have to do is get crap ready for the nursing program....like go to the information sessions and shit like that! i dunno, somebody told me yesterday that there is a waiting list for that shit, which would really piss me off!!! oh well, me and richie will be going to school together for 2 years which makes me happy, but i'm REALLLLY trying to move out of my house. I know it will be so much easier living at home because my parents would still be paying a majority of my bills, but if they make me still live with these gay rules i'm going to jump off the God damn roof. It's getting better, though, I must admit. Especially with me and mi madre regaining the relationship we had before...like the best friend relationship....she knows pretty much everything that's going on in my life right now: my school life, my work life, me and richie....yeah...EVERYTHING for the most part!
steak and ale is awesome....i love EVERYBODY there, like, i honestly don't think that there is a single person i don't like there! Me and catie are getting really close, and I don't mind...normally i dont like getting close to or trusting girls my age or anywhere close to my age just because they are all just a bunch of drama-filled, backstabbing, shittalking, fake bitches lol, but i honestly have not heard catie talk bad about anyone except like her ex boyfriends lol!!! and we just have a friendship chemistry hehe!! but yeah she's awesome...and then theres david, reds, and chip to make it that much better for us....hostess with the mostest!!!! hehe <3333
well, i think that's all for now cuz my bladder is going to explode!!! hehe
<3 Helen Marie <3
ps- i started looking for stuff (dresses, limos, etc) for prom!!! yay!!
pss- i think i found a house for senior week 2006!! SCORE!!!
ppss- somebody told me that you were uhhh....that you were ummm...a homosexual!! lmao <3 richie and ryann!!! <3